Through the Torture and Pain

Through the torture and pain

I'm waiting here alone again

In the darkness of my sadness

I feel the bruises 

That seem to be invisible to others

My soul keeps detaching from me

It's begging to be free

The pain has sunk deep in my skin

It's really hard for me even to breath

Locked in the prison of my memories

There's always been smile and happiness crisis

Sinking deeper each passing day

Hey endless suffering what do you wanna say

Can I be happy at least for a day? 

I'm tired fighting back my way

Answer me can I ever be okay..? 

My heart has forgotten how to smile

Last time I smiled..? It's already been a while

My eyes don't search for hope anymore

Will I be able to get my life boat to the shore

I have a fear

It makes me waver 

I can't afford loosing anymore

I'm broken already to the core

Wish I could just fade away 

Hoping for the suffering to end atleast today

~Rutuja Kamale

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